To you who give me love
I don't know where to start. Honestly, this week has been a horrible one for me. In school, I felt frustrated from messing up the whole assignment, not being able to understand the problem in my homework, etc. My friend asked me to help her and wait for her but she didn't come, I called but she didn't answer. The manager complained that I worked slow and need to speed up. And Shoon name disappearing from Johnny.net just made things worse. On Thursday, I lost my school ID (again) so I couldn't catch the bus to go home. Thanks to my friend who offered me a drive home. Today, I went to school (even though I don't have class on Friday) to get the new ID but due to some technical problems, I have to wait until Wednesday >_<
Guess what has lightened up my dull week? It's your letter. You always surprise me <3 The colors cheer me up. They reminds me not to give up in my real life just like I never give up believing in Ya-Ya-yah. In this modern time people use emails, messages to contact each other. It's indeed convenient but it makes people forget the warm and excited feelings once receiving a letter. Thanks for giving me those feelings back. I'm not good at writing (since I was born), I still pick up a pen to write a long letter to my friends in my country. Hopefully, they can feel the happiness while reading the my ugly handwriting letter like I do now. Thanks so much. Yes, Taiga is the only junior I care as much as Ya-Ya-yah. I DO hope he'll debut too. I love you~ I love reading your letters~ Even though we don't talk much (as you said, I'm a quiet type), I read EVERY entry of yours. Feel free expressing yourself, I would love to help you or at least do some little things to support you. Let's work hard in our life just like our boys work hard towards their dream.
Since I took a picture of your letter, I feel the need to take other random stuff in my room too :D
The 5-member poster is put on my closet's door (so their bright chibi faces can put a smile on my face every morning). The 4-king one is above my pillow (guess who I want to see in my dream XD)
Other posters. My most favorite is the middle one because.........................................
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Shoon and Taiga XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
The CDs and DVDs that I bought (most of them are KAT-TUN's, one NEWS, one Snow Prince, one Match+Q? and Playzone cd). Who is that good-looking boy next to my cds? XDDDDD
*Drum please* MY TAIGA CLIPPINGS FROM 2006-NOW
Sadly, it stops at 2009.10 T_______T Taiga stops appearing on mags and I won't stop whining until he's back.
12.46 AM
I can sleep peacefully now
Reading the letter again before going to bed
Love yourself~ I love this you that you hate. I love the song, the lyrics, the music.The PV is boring but the making of is full of love. I should learn how to love myself -.-"
