hey there
well, finally its done. my other references got replied. i hope its in time now. i could finally be a dietic assistant at santa monica hospital. this is the break i need! my luck is finally turning around. my best friend landed a job as an assistant manager and i feel very proud of her because thats a big break for her too... i dont know whats wrong with me. im happy overall, but theres something missing.
im considering joining the U.S Navy. yeah, you heard right. i am seriously considering it. many dont see me doing it, but thats ok. im all about surprises anyway. why do i want to do it? i honestly believe i need the discipline. i havent been very good to people. not in a fucked up kind of way just rude and such. i have been under alot of stress and i have taken it out on peole and i feel real bad about it. even resorted to smoking cigarettes to ease off the stress, its not really working and i feel like theres an addiction coming on. im glad that i notice it. thats the first step to stopping it. i feel like a big weight is slowly being lifted from my shoulders. im going to stop. i know i am.
i want to work the morning shifts. that way i can be able to do what i want at night. i really want to go back to martial arts. i feel really left out since i left it. i feel empty without it. my only addiction that ill accept haha.
i took my daughter to disneyland for the first time. she was so happy. she didnt get scared of any of the characters. i was glad she didnt. apparently she wasnt too young to go there haha. she had fun on all the rides she went on. now she cant get over it. we are going again in december and she is so excited about it.
theres something on my mind. and i cant share it. nobody will understand. thats ok, nobody needs to.
ousado
im considering joining the U.S Navy. yeah, you heard right. i am seriously considering it. many dont see me doing it, but thats ok. im all about surprises anyway. why do i want to do it? i honestly believe i need the discipline. i havent been very good to people. not in a fucked up kind of way just rude and such. i have been under alot of stress and i have taken it out on peole and i feel real bad about it. even resorted to smoking cigarettes to ease off the stress, its not really working and i feel like theres an addiction coming on. im glad that i notice it. thats the first step to stopping it. i feel like a big weight is slowly being lifted from my shoulders. im going to stop. i know i am.
i want to work the morning shifts. that way i can be able to do what i want at night. i really want to go back to martial arts. i feel really left out since i left it. i feel empty without it. my only addiction that ill accept haha.
i took my daughter to disneyland for the first time. she was so happy. she didnt get scared of any of the characters. i was glad she didnt. apparently she wasnt too young to go there haha. she had fun on all the rides she went on. now she cant get over it. we are going again in december and she is so excited about it.
theres something on my mind. and i cant share it. nobody will understand. thats ok, nobody needs to.
ousado