I Fucking Hate My Life.
I fucking hate my life. I hate probation. I hate not having a girlfriend. I hate how I can't ever hang out with my friends. I hate how I have to sit at home and everyone is free to do whatever they feel like. I hate not being able to smoke. I hate how I work my ass off and don't see any of the money. I hate how my dad is a prick half the time and ok half the time. I hate how my mom wants to care about my life and when I try to spend time with her she turns into a bitch. I hate how I still have to wait two more years before I can leave all this shit. I hate how my entire life is waiting. First I was waiting for a job, then I was waiting for my liscense, then I get fucking arrested. Then I was waiting to get out of jail, waiting to go to court, waiting for school to be over with, waiting for probation to be over with. I hate how as soon as I get anything good something fucking ruins it. I hate how my car is wrecked. I hate how I'm gonna be without it for three weeks. I hate how I can't drive 100 miles an hour anywhere. I hate the fucking sneaky ass bastard pigs. I hate how I whine so much. I hate how I just can't find someone that likes me. I hate fucking everything about my life. I hate how people think they need to tell me how to live. I hate the tragedy of living every day like its my last and having the day turn out so shitty. I hate that I don't have someone to vent to. I hate the fact I'm sixteen and I feel like I'm twenty-six. I hate having the responsibilty of a 26 year old. I hate being so fucking tall. I hate being below average. I hate being so fucking skinny. I hate how every 2 seconds someone tells me I should play basketball. I hate fake fucking people. I hate people who try and hide their feelings. I hate how things just aren't simple. FUCK MY LIFE.