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[oz_bex_zo]

OMG! I've never been so homesick in my life!! I went on vacation to Napa Valley and San Fransisco and the entire time, all I wanted to do was to go home. But now that I'm home, I have nothing to do. All i rREALLY want to do is climb into my bed and sleep until the end of summer... or maybe until I graduate. That's all i look forward to each day is going to bed each night. I wouldn't get up in the mroning except that I somehow feel like I'm supposed to be doing something> Then I get up, and I'm not doing anything. *deep sigh* It's a sad and bitter cycle. I'm wondering if this is a sign of depression because I have no idea what's wrong with me. I have absolutely no motivation for anything and I feel like the only reason I'm seeing my friends is to keep my mind from thinking on its own. 5hour car drives are the worst because all there is is me sitting in a cramped seat in a car with only my thoughts to keep me company. How incredibly depressing is that? I dunno. I must just be in a really bad mood. My head is all messed up. maybe I'm just reallllllly tired. i don't know!!!! hopefully it's just summer boredom!
I invited Kelly over! She's my key to happiness teeheehee!! I'm gonna do like she said and put on mmy new bathing suit, grab a huge bowl and fill it up with ice cream and sit outside in the summer sun.
I'll tell you about Napa and San Fran when I get back. My keyboard is sticky right now...