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I am getting way over my head. history this year is a lot...harder (for lack of a better term) I mean i thought i knew what i was getting into cause i saw what people were doing last year, but it's different this year! ahhh! And yeah by now everyone knows that im now the Assitant Director/Stage Manager now and yeah i'm really having doubts about that now. I've never had to do something this big, and being it my first time, im really freaked out, ESPECIALLY sense this is one of Mr.Lowes favorite plays, no pressure at all. And it really doesn't help when some of the potential cast memembers just don;t like me for one reason or anotherand thats got me worried/mad so yeah i don't know what to do, i guess i'll just go with whatever comes natural i suppose, but it's going to be soo different then directing those stupid little movies. And it's really getting difficult to know who i can trust or not, this is ridiculus! i feel like a new fucking freshmen who doesn't have a clue about anything. But look anyone in the cast, i did not ask for my position, Mr.lowe asked me for it and i accepted admittingly not thinking it over that long, or at all, so please please cut me some slack and im going to the best i can i promise.....as soon as i regan my handle on everything. so goodluck to everyone and don't worry about being called back, remember last year when i was never called back and i thought i wasn't in the show (Of thee i Sing) and well yeah i was Fulton and he never shut up, so again here's hoping everyone and wish me luc, well don't really, it'll just make more nervous :)