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I hate sleeping most of the time.
I keep having disturbing dreams. I've always had them, actually. They just do not scare me like they did when I was a kid.
The other day I had a dream that I was watching 3 guys drown a little girl. It was something just totally off the wall. I did not see anything or heard anything later on that day to provoke the dream. That's what I hate - I have these terrible dreams that just come out of no where that I wouldn't even be able to think of myself.
So, anyway. I'm just watching these boys convince the little girl to sit in a car-seat and float down the river while they record it as a snuff film. It's like I'm not even there to them and I am just watching and trying to get them to stop.
Is my mind really this disturbing? could it be that I am witnessing something that has happened like this before or will happen like this later on? I know that sounds crazy but when I have these dreams - It is like it's real. I hate them
I keep having disturbing dreams. I've always had them, actually. They just do not scare me like they did when I was a kid.
The other day I had a dream that I was watching 3 guys drown a little girl. It was something just totally off the wall. I did not see anything or heard anything later on that day to provoke the dream. That's what I hate - I have these terrible dreams that just come out of no where that I wouldn't even be able to think of myself.
So, anyway. I'm just watching these boys convince the little girl to sit in a car-seat and float down the river while they record it as a snuff film. It's like I'm not even there to them and I am just watching and trying to get them to stop.
Is my mind really this disturbing? could it be that I am witnessing something that has happened like this before or will happen like this later on? I know that sounds crazy but when I have these dreams - It is like it's real. I hate them