To Sadly Admit Defeat
Rachel just got an email from the protector personality inside Eradea's body, perhaps because the "new front" asked too many questions of the protector and protector decided to maintain control in the face of what was perceived as a direct threat. Rachel shared this with me because she finally is getting firsthand experience with Eradea's MPD or DID in action, and thus Rachel is trusting me more and more in my impressions of what is going on with Eradea; Eradea is doing a fine job breaking her own credibility when her personalities war with each other for control of her body and mouth.
Predictably, "protector" treated Rachel like shit, completely contradicted the claims from "new front" about having unconditional love for me and knowing I cared about her, etc., and made a number of threats against me through Rachel.
I'm not afraid in the least, as she has nothing on me whatsoever, in small claims or any other court, while I have public postings from her stating that the things she took are actually mine, in addition to all kinds of other documentation. The trailer is now legally as well as conceptually mine, and that alone is going to cause her a lot of difficulty. She thinks she is going to scare me off with her threats, but that does me the nice favor of showing her up for calling me on "making threats" (to prosecute anyone who had violated the law in what was done when she packed up my things and moved out silently in the night).
I hope someone in that system can regain control before she really makes some ugly messes for herself, ones that might end up in her having credit and criminal history problems down the line. I don't want any of that for her, I just want my things back. She's outright threatened me through Rachel unless I drop everything, and I'm not letting her steal my things just because her personality was never allowed to express itself before she had her breakdown in July where Front was destroyed and the whole system was thrown into personality-roulette switching (if you've never encountered MPD/DID before, reading Sybil would be a good introduction into the bulk of what's going on here IMHO).
Best of luck to her, but as long as things are so out of control, I have to take care of myself first. protector claimed in email that I only lamented the loss of my "maid" and never had any love for anything or anyone to do with Eradea. And unfortunately, since Front was destroyed, protector is right in one sense; there's no one in there any more that was anything to do with the woman I loved. She's been murdered in the night and replaced by a host of strangers, some of whom hate for things they never asked of me and therefore usually didn't get. Pity for them, but it's nothing to do with me. And never will be.