ode to insomnia
i woke up after 3 today because i went to sleep at like 4:30. haven't
been getting to bed early recently. everything is a distraction when
it's summer and there are a million other things to do than sleep.
overall i haven't been very productive these past few months. whether
it's for the better or not i do not know but i've really just been
chillin - like all day all night staying out and chilling with my
friends. i guess it seems like the thing to do though when i'm not
working at the skatepark. my parents get annoying sometimes with me
being out all the time. especially when i probably should be packing
considering we're moving in a few weeks. i turned 17 august 7th which
was cool cuz i got my senior license...but i've been getting sick of
the
repetitiveness of my life. it seems like i end up doing the same shit
every
day. i haven't gotten to travel enough cuz my car is a shitbox. i want
to go places, see things, meet people. money is an asshole as well. i
work shit hours and have to pay for insurance, car repairs, gas,
cigarettes and food from the skimpest paycheck ever. i'm thinking we
should go back to trading. it just would work for me so much better.
fuck america, fuck george w., fuck the police. i can't even write
anymore it's really sad. i haven't writte3n in my journal in weeks and
god knows how long its been since i've completed a song. damn after
this summer i'm going to have to get my act together. woasties -
goodnight