May 21, 2008 23:57
school is over for now.
i no longer live in the dorms.
i am apparently "taking a big step" in moving in with jordan, but strangely it's the the only thing i feel sure about these days.
i miss her almost every day.
i am "home" for maybe one of the last times.
i hate money but.
i bought planet earth for only 20 dollars.
my grandfather died, and the last thing he ever said to me was yelling "GO" and pointing at the door.
sometimes i think i need to see a therapist, and sometimes i think that i'm capable of working it out on my own.
i want us to be able to go to chicago but i don't know if it's possible.
sometimes i think that not only does money not bring happiness, but that the existence of money prevents it.