can feel it, can taste it on my tongue

Mar 03, 2011 02:12

Title: What Forever Really Means
Pairing: G-Ri
Rating: PG
Summary: Jiyong thinks of how far the end is.
A/N: Short drabble written while listening to 8eight's Painful Enough Now on repeat.



Baby, I've got a million things I want to tell you. You might think I'm lying. I'm not. But you understand, don't you? I know you do.

It gives me strength to know that we can exist like this, can make things work even without knowing exactly how the other feels. I'm never asking you. I'm never asking you how but I can see it, feel it. It jumps like electricity through my skin every time you're near and it pierces my heart every time you smile. We'll never name it. We'll never get past labeling it as 'fanservice' but it's there and it's amazing. It is.

Sometimes it scares me, to see the whole world judge us against their own standards of what is right and what is wrong, and I fear for what they will say if they know more than they should, know more than what we let on. They've been reading the signs wrong from the very beginning, been putting our actions as done for the wrong individuals. Can I blame them? Whatever helps them sleep at night.

You know we're not real, right? We're manufactured lies made by fans' screams and photo snaps. But what is real is us - the two of us. We'll always be attached together by this thin string that'll hold for the rest of our lives. It's elastic. It'll stretch to accommodate our movements as we part, meet new people, move in different circles other than this one we've created for ourselves. But it'll never break. It'll never snap.

It'll be forever.

And when we meet the women that will be our wives, that'll be our other halves - I know we'll still be here, co-existing.

Never-ending.

And that's wonderful, isn't it? That we can be forever. You and I, forever. Because something that never had a beginning can never have an end. That's us, baby.

Actually, I think, that's what forever really means.

Don't you agree with me?

Hey gorgeous sweet amazing strong baby, what do you think?

AN: And done!

parallel universe, pg, bigbang, fanfiction

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