Titile: :( Pairing: G-Ri Rating: PG-13 Summary: Stay is the hardest request to fulfill. AN: Because YGTV Episode 5 was begging to have a fic written on it.
*hands tissue* it's okay. crying once in a while is good :) and hey! i haven't written angst in so long! lately, i've been writing A LOT of fluffy GRi!!! BWHAAHHA!!!
i know.. but crying at 1 in the morning.. my goodness.. LOL i just woke up now with a very painful eyes.. THEN I SAW UR POST ON LOTTE WORLD! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! *off to watch*
ANGST MUCH DEAR? OMG. YGLIVE EP 3 is suppose to be happy for us GRI fans, where did you get the inspiration to write angst like this? *heart breaks into million pieces*
waaaaaaaaaaah.
BUT.
I didn't say it's not AWESOME. Because no matter how sad this made me feel, it's still made of pure awesome. <3
Yes. Angst. See, told you. I can write angst even at the happiest of moments.
Well, the inspiration came from Ri's one line, "The bed's too big for me but It's wrong to hug with Jiyong hyung while sleeping though-" And the laugh that he gave afterwards. It's like, he's lonely and he wants to hug with Jiyong while sleeping so bad to ease his loneliness but he's rationalizing with himself (super ego talking much?) saying that it's wrong. Meaning, he did think of it, but he just thinks it's wrong, thinks it's too much, thinks it shouldn't be like this. *shy laugh* The laugh he gave, that was pure win. :) Hidden desire much.
true. the laugh he gave afterwards was just...full of double meaning and love and hurt and hesitation and just... angst. gaaah. iamthisclosetobelievingthatsomethingisgoingonwiththosetwo. gaaaaah.
i thought it'll be a happy fic? since the latest epi was really a JiRi biased? but this.. it's kinda sad.. though i love sad story, i'm still rooting for happy ending..
but..
Ji will be back to him~ he will! Ri, dun be too lonely.. just wait patiently..
again, u amazed me~ i was just about to sleep when i saw this.. your words, it captured me in a way.. love your art krizza!! hwaiting!!
well, it ain't a happy fic. yep, the last episode was so GRi biased what wit all the apartment sharing and everything else BUT this is just what i thought on what Ri was saying in his room, while he was laying on his bed :)
Well, Ji will be back, but you know, this is a doze of reality.
thanks! glad i was able to make you feel my words. thanks for reading!
hmm.. i kinda got u're thinking~ yurp! yurp! Ri couldn't be following Ji everywhere aite? sometimes they need their own space. of course Ji will be back.. he can't even be apart that long from Ri. there's always Ri in his conversation.. weird? i don't know.
i'm a big fan of yours.. sue me if i don't read it! hehehehe!!
LOL GOODMORNING!!!!! Sorry for making you see this first thing in the morning though. Yep, it was happy, but as I have said, the one line on Ri's bed totally screams: "HIDDEN DESIRE" all over it.
From watching Bigbang videos. Seriously. I'm watching one video then BAM! Idea. :)
LOL, GO BACK TO SLEEP KITTY! AND YESH, MORE GRI FROM ME. when inspiration hits.
Don't be sorry! any GRI is good GRI to wake up too :)
bwhahah! I have gotten major GRI inspiration from listening to Panic At The Disco's album Pretty. Odd. idk why tho. HAHAHAH. like, I've gotten 3 fic ideas XD
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*sniffs*
how much more angst can i handle tonight.. *sniffs some more*
parate mo nalang ako pinapaiyak krizza.. parate nalang.. buti nlang walang tao dito sa room..
*sniffs*
dahil lonely si ri, lonely din puso ko.. JI! go back to the bed!!!
*sniffs*
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it's okay. crying once in a while is good :) and hey! i haven't written angst in so long! lately, i've been writing A LOT of fluffy GRi!!! BWHAAHHA!!!
thanks for reading!~
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thanks for the tissue btw.. LOL
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ANGST MUCH DEAR? OMG. YGLIVE EP 3 is suppose to be happy for us GRI fans, where did you get the inspiration to write angst like this? *heart breaks into million pieces*
waaaaaaaaaaah.
BUT.
I didn't say it's not AWESOME. Because no matter how sad this made me feel, it's still made of pure awesome. <3
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Yes. Angst. See, told you. I can write angst even at the happiest of moments.
Well, the inspiration came from Ri's one line, "The bed's too big for me but It's wrong to hug with Jiyong hyung while sleeping though-" And the laugh that he gave afterwards. It's like, he's lonely and he wants to hug with Jiyong while sleeping so bad to ease his loneliness but he's rationalizing with himself (super ego talking much?) saying that it's wrong. Meaning, he did think of it, but he just thinks it's wrong, thinks it's too much, thinks it shouldn't be like this. *shy laugh* The laugh he gave, that was pure win. :) Hidden desire much.
Thank you, ate. And thanks for reading!~
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since the latest epi was really a JiRi biased?
but this..
it's kinda sad..
though i love sad story, i'm still rooting for happy ending..
but..
Ji will be back to him~
he will!
Ri, dun be too lonely..
just wait patiently..
again, u amazed me~
i was just about to sleep when i saw this..
your words, it captured me in a way..
love your art krizza!!
hwaiting!!
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yep, the last episode was so GRi biased what wit all the apartment sharing and everything else BUT this is just what i thought on what Ri was saying in his room, while he was laying on his bed :)
Well, Ji will be back, but you know, this is a doze of reality.
thanks! glad i was able to make you feel my words.
thanks for reading!
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i kinda got u're thinking~
yurp! yurp!
Ri couldn't be following Ji everywhere aite?
sometimes they need their own space.
of course Ji will be back..
he can't even be apart that long from Ri.
there's always Ri in his conversation..
weird? i don't know.
i'm a big fan of yours..
sue me if i don't read it!
hehehehe!!
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Space is good! Yes yes.
LOL! I am not suing anyone!
I'm just glad you comment on my fics.
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thanks for reading! much ♥
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oh yay, I get to wake up to something you wrote.
<3333
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ISN'T THE LAST EPISODE HAPPY THO?!
where do come up with these amazing ideas?!
gah.
I do not think I am making sense. moar! sleep.
and moar! gri from you.
I love you :)
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Sorry for making you see this first thing in the morning though. Yep, it was happy, but as I have said, the one line on Ri's bed totally screams: "HIDDEN DESIRE" all over it.
From watching Bigbang videos. Seriously. I'm watching one video then BAM! Idea. :)
LOL, GO BACK TO SLEEP KITTY! AND YESH, MORE GRI FROM ME. when inspiration hits.
♥ back at ya!
Thanks for readingggg~~~
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any GRI is good GRI to wake up too :)
bwhahah! I have gotten major GRI inspiration from listening to Panic At The Disco's album Pretty. Odd.
idk why tho. HAHAHAH. like, I've gotten 3 fic ideas XD
I HAD A NAP. I AM HAPPY NAO :)
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