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I struck Palmer.
I did not intent to-- and I had not thought of it until it had happened. I just... hit him. For the first time in my life, I was so overcome with distain that my mind was defeated by my body.
I've been suspended without pay for a month. When I resume work, I will be on "disciplinary action." As disappointing as this is I feel that it is deserved for my completely inappropriate and shameful behavior. I am constantly advocating against violence and yet, I succumbed to it. Hypocrite. I am so weak.
-[OOC: My activity will be extremely limited in the near future. Shit has hit the fan IRL and I have been staying with various people-- that means, sporadic and limited internet access. I'm still interested and I miss some of you tremendously. I can't wait until I can resume my obnoxious novella-size posts and really get back in the game. So, I guess this acts as a hiatus notice until further notice, though I still intend on replying to open logs and checking in every now and then. I'm sorry.]-
I did not intent to-- and I had not thought of it until it had happened. I just... hit him. For the first time in my life, I was so overcome with distain that my mind was defeated by my body.
I've been suspended without pay for a month. When I resume work, I will be on "disciplinary action." As disappointing as this is I feel that it is deserved for my completely inappropriate and shameful behavior. I am constantly advocating against violence and yet, I succumbed to it. Hypocrite. I am so weak.
-[OOC: My activity will be extremely limited in the near future. Shit has hit the fan IRL and I have been staying with various people-- that means, sporadic and limited internet access. I'm still interested and I miss some of you tremendously. I can't wait until I can resume my obnoxious novella-size posts and really get back in the game. So, I guess this acts as a hiatus notice until further notice, though I still intend on replying to open logs and checking in every now and then. I'm sorry.]-