Life is waiting
Friday = last day of exams for me, i was very excited. Afterwards since Nicole and I had the same test, well test time, we walked home together, hung out a bit, and then suddenly got bored, and Sean was watching a movie in slow motion so it took him forever to pick us up. When he did we went to Wegmans to buy the cheap coffee, and Tyrone was there. He gave me a penny. Then we went back to Sean's and Nicole decided to go home, and when we dropped her off, we kind of left on a different note.. no kiss, no "i love you", which got me down for the rest of the night. I know it was partially my fault. But yeah, i was drunk by the time we returned to Sean's and left for the relay for life thing. Sean Monohan was there too. Sean had to return to his house to get cigarettes.. i found this hilarious that he had them. He smoked all the way there, i probably smelled. When we got there, I walked around and went into random tents, and watched Pegleg play. Then i slept in a tent with a bunch of people. Lets see.. Sean, Sean,Josh, Matt Elkin, Ashley Ernst, the girl Gus did, and John Standish were in the tent, thats all i can remember. Then i got up at like 4 and went home. By this time, i was really sad, cause the night meant nothing.. it was all empty, missing something..
Then Saturday, i woke up late, worked on my Art, and then later went to see The Terminal with Nicole which was really really good. Then we waited by the door for my dad to get us. When i watched her standing, looking out the window i felt really close to her, i know no one wants to hear me, but yeah.. i felt some really wierd feeling and almost started to tear out of some kind of happiness, and no im not copying what nicole said.. i really did. It reminded me of the time in the car on the way back from Darien Lake, with the lights passing over us. I think its cause it reminded me of how beautiful things were.. I sound like the guy from American Beauty.. haha cool
WEll tomorrow's father's day, me and Vince are going fishing, we bought Mosch's dad a puppy..
i love you soo much........
Then Saturday, i woke up late, worked on my Art, and then later went to see The Terminal with Nicole which was really really good. Then we waited by the door for my dad to get us. When i watched her standing, looking out the window i felt really close to her, i know no one wants to hear me, but yeah.. i felt some really wierd feeling and almost started to tear out of some kind of happiness, and no im not copying what nicole said.. i really did. It reminded me of the time in the car on the way back from Darien Lake, with the lights passing over us. I think its cause it reminded me of how beautiful things were.. I sound like the guy from American Beauty.. haha cool
WEll tomorrow's father's day, me and Vince are going fishing, we bought Mosch's dad a puppy..
i love you soo much........