"Heres what im thinking-this will fall down like everything else"
emotionally tired. i've been giving more than i actually have to give. tonight i told you..well i began to-afraid to finish the rest because i know how you get once feelings are involved. now youre upset with me because i wouldnt--couldnt tell you--that i really do care. i really do love you. i dont know how to stop or push you out of my heart. im wishing that call wouldnt have ended the way it did. im wishing i was brave enough to tell you. holding back every tear, stopping myself from calling you back. wondering when ill talk to you again. if ill talk to you again.