Mar 26, 2007 22:15
Everyone went back to school today...
Everyone except Monique and I.
She had been gone ALL Spring Break, but now she was back.
Missy let her stay home, and my mother, although being in Las Vegas, let Kaley and I stay.
I picked my baby up this morning at 10:30. We chilled in her bed for about 10 minutes. I just looked into her eyes, and lost myself in those gorgeous orbs of beauty. We kissed and what have you, and then she grabbed her things and we went back to my place. We checked movie times. We decided to see "TMNT". I LOVE CG movies for some reason, well, not Disney CG movies, but still, CG movies. And honestly, the results were better than I expected. Monique and I chilled in my bed before we had to leave. Hehehehe. I love her. I really do. She's so amazing, and being WITH her, is the most refreshing thing in the entire world. I think about how much she means to me, and how much I mean to her. I think about the act in general, and really, this isn't some game to her...I'm not just some PAWN of hers to keep around when other guys aren't available. I'm not just a toy to her, like I was to ALI. I mean something. IT means something. I mean the world to her, and in that I find my safety...my sanctuary. Monique is my rock, my foundation. I'm so amazingly in love with her. This is so real, so much more than anything I've EVER felt or experienced.
We saw the TMNT movie and like Blake said, it was MUCH better than I thought it was gonna be. That, and Monique and I basically made out the entire time. Mmmm. Kissies.
After that we went and saw my cousin. He's doing much betterm though hes being a jerk. Haha. What a NOOB.
Then we took her home, and I felt empty. But its ok. I know she loves me, for now and for always. With her, I HONESTLY don't have to worry about losing her. I know this is real, and this will LAST. Tomorrow is our Anniversary. I can't wait.
I love her so much.
She means the world.
I'm feeling a lot closer to Blake as well. I honestly have forgotten all of that shit he did. Really, it was lame to backstab me, and trade us for a woman, but he made the same mistake with Ky that I did with Ali, and I can't blaim him for that. I've forgotten it and I'd consider him just as much of a friend now as I did before all of that. I can trust him, and I can tell him really anything. He's an excellent friend to have around. I mean that too.
I'm gonna go to bed. Tomorrow is a B-Day. That means Physics in the morning. Blake is gonna stay here all day. He's staying here all week for Spring Break. It's sweet.
I love my baby, I hope she's sleeping easy.
I can't help but think about her.
Shes amazing.
I'm leavin, I'll update soon.
[[Korey]]
momo is amazing,
blake is shwayt