I never post anymore...
But alas, here I am. the last I updated was around christmas time haha.
So, what has happened in my life?
Well this school semester is pretty fun. I've made lots of new friends (well they aren't new persay...most of them were in my classes last semester but this time we're actually all friends), which makes school more enjoyable. HOWEVER, this semester is still really hard which is pretty lame. All of my grades right now are on the borderline which always worries me. I'm trying to get all A's but who knows if that will actually happen. I'm set on transferring after the fall semester for the winter quarter at UCSD which is pretty exciting. I also get my AA in math after the fall semester too. This college thing is beginning to seem a little more worthwhile now.
Aside from that I've done next to nothing exciting. My free time is almost all taken up by tutoring, homework, and brayton. Tutoring and homework is the same every week, and nothing me and brayton do is uber exciting either. I mean, dinner isn't the most exciting thing to do after months of doing the exact same thing. I've been so discouraged lately. I want to do SOMETHING exciting! I mean, Brayton was in the Office, Angela was in a beauty pageant, Camille is going to Australia to do photography, and what am I doing? Tutoring and school. The same as last semester. I want to do something fun and amazing, but I don't even know what to do. I'm stuck in a rut and I don't know how to get out! I don't want to be boring...I want to live up my college years, I just can't seem to do so.
Enough rant about THAT. What else? Brayton and I are still good (16 months on saturday). He makes me smile so much, and I thank God for him every night. He really does bring out the more fun side in me, and I love that. I need someone to make me act silly.
Oh, I'm not going on the mission trip anymore either. Semi-bummer but I also feel a big weight lifted off my shoulders. I also get to keep my $1000 now. that's always nice.
I believe that's all for now. Hopefully it won't be another 4 months until I update.
So, what has happened in my life?
Well this school semester is pretty fun. I've made lots of new friends (well they aren't new persay...most of them were in my classes last semester but this time we're actually all friends), which makes school more enjoyable. HOWEVER, this semester is still really hard which is pretty lame. All of my grades right now are on the borderline which always worries me. I'm trying to get all A's but who knows if that will actually happen. I'm set on transferring after the fall semester for the winter quarter at UCSD which is pretty exciting. I also get my AA in math after the fall semester too. This college thing is beginning to seem a little more worthwhile now.
Aside from that I've done next to nothing exciting. My free time is almost all taken up by tutoring, homework, and brayton. Tutoring and homework is the same every week, and nothing me and brayton do is uber exciting either. I mean, dinner isn't the most exciting thing to do after months of doing the exact same thing. I've been so discouraged lately. I want to do SOMETHING exciting! I mean, Brayton was in the Office, Angela was in a beauty pageant, Camille is going to Australia to do photography, and what am I doing? Tutoring and school. The same as last semester. I want to do something fun and amazing, but I don't even know what to do. I'm stuck in a rut and I don't know how to get out! I don't want to be boring...I want to live up my college years, I just can't seem to do so.
Enough rant about THAT. What else? Brayton and I are still good (16 months on saturday). He makes me smile so much, and I thank God for him every night. He really does bring out the more fun side in me, and I love that. I need someone to make me act silly.
Oh, I'm not going on the mission trip anymore either. Semi-bummer but I also feel a big weight lifted off my shoulders. I also get to keep my $1000 now. that's always nice.
I believe that's all for now. Hopefully it won't be another 4 months until I update.