May 17, 2005 00:45
sorry I haven't updated...there has been quite a lot going on my life lately actually, but for some reason I'm tired of sharing my secrets...it feels good to keep things to myself and my life not being an open book. Besides I have been re-evaluating who I trust and want to share certain things with...not for any particular reason, I guess its just a part of growing up and realizing things.
Although a lot has changed in my life in the past few months, it seems to be getting better! Even though I don't have some of the things I want and miss, its okay because I have the things I need...like great friends, old and new, and I'm learning more about myself through them everyday. I feel like I am finally starting to find myself and even bringing back parts of the old me that haven't really been out in a while. I'm noticing myself to be much happier...maybe its because of the summer time, or knowing that in 3 months I will be on my own and its time to grow up and time to just cut some useless things out of my life (worrying too much about others when its not needed or caring about things that don't need to be cared for etc)!
But for now I'm takin it easy and living one day at a time...
sleepy time...love you all!