Jul 19, 2005 15:49
i question my love for him. is it going to work out as planned,? did i get to full of myself like somone was actully perfect for me? dreams of us are too far away. but my life`s just begging as his is not. does this mean that its through. i just smile as if it were okay and give to his every whim and need. i care. i really do. or do i?