Nov 19, 2004 12:09
I dont want to say that I have a terrible life... cause I dont.... its just certain things about my self and my life I want to change.. I'm tired of expecting so much from people. I'm tired of letting others take advantage of me and play with my emotions. Sometimes I carry a fake smile... just so others think I'm not so miserable. I always rant and bitch on how I'm going to put my foot down and be a complete bitch but some one always seems to change that for me.. and thats my problem I'm easliy influnced on what others do/say. I just want to live my life the way I want.
TO Someone (you know who you are)
LEAVE ME ALONE... GO FUCK YOUR SELF FOR ALL I CARE.. YOUR A HELPLESS JERK..STOP PLAYING WITH OTHERS FEELINGS CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY "WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND". I'M GLAD YOU GAVE ME THE OPPURTUNITY TO REALIZE WHO YOU REALLY ARE. WHEN YOU SEE ME DONT EVEN TALK TO ME OR LOOK AT ME FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.. I DONT EXSIST. GET OUT OF MY LIFE GOODBYE!
As for me....
I had a bad miscoception that if i was nice to people, they would also be nice to me... But Obviosuly i was wrong... Its time I start acting like an adult and leave the bull shit behind.
Till Next Time
*Me