just a once in awhile update
I m supposed to be studying for my Japanese midterm... but im just being so lazy and procratinating. i was proud of myself for the several tests ive taken in the beginning of the semester but lately ive been getting grades less than a B. and thats not good because i need to keep up my gpa and get more financial aid.
i knoe in the past few entries i said i would quit bath and body works but im still at the same place. money got me to stay and well the people. my manager left and she's been the one that give me rides home. so now that shes gone... i have to ask my dad for rides and yesterday was the first night and he got pretty upset. As days go by... i think... " i need to quit but i cant leave christmas money!" and then i have finals when the busiest time of the year rolls around. damn finals and chrismtmas time!
Terry and i are doing good. and strong. im still in a college mix up decision thing. if that doesnt make sense: i decided to be a nurse instead a psychiatrist. why? time. i just want to live life happily. and i have one of the components> love. i just need a good paying job. i reallie dont want to spend 12 years studying the same stuff and might end up no where. my composition is terrible and im not going to make it if i decided to become a psychologist instead along the way because there are 30 other psychologists that are competing with me for the patients. Anyways... the problem? well im still taking courses that brings me to the path of being a major in psychology and not nursing. i wonder if i can still fix the fact that i want to transfer to a college by the end of next 3 semesters. still have to talk to a counselor. why havent i talked to a counselor yet? IM freaKin LAZY!!!!
why cant life be a tad bit easy?
i knoe in the past few entries i said i would quit bath and body works but im still at the same place. money got me to stay and well the people. my manager left and she's been the one that give me rides home. so now that shes gone... i have to ask my dad for rides and yesterday was the first night and he got pretty upset. As days go by... i think... " i need to quit but i cant leave christmas money!" and then i have finals when the busiest time of the year rolls around. damn finals and chrismtmas time!
Terry and i are doing good. and strong. im still in a college mix up decision thing. if that doesnt make sense: i decided to be a nurse instead a psychiatrist. why? time. i just want to live life happily. and i have one of the components> love. i just need a good paying job. i reallie dont want to spend 12 years studying the same stuff and might end up no where. my composition is terrible and im not going to make it if i decided to become a psychologist instead along the way because there are 30 other psychologists that are competing with me for the patients. Anyways... the problem? well im still taking courses that brings me to the path of being a major in psychology and not nursing. i wonder if i can still fix the fact that i want to transfer to a college by the end of next 3 semesters. still have to talk to a counselor. why havent i talked to a counselor yet? IM freaKin LAZY!!!!
why cant life be a tad bit easy?