i want to be a better person
I understand that the person i am... is good enough...
but i want to be better...
better for my dad...
he is always so stressed with work...
my mom is always trying to pry money away from the family
i mean... the person i am is the person my family doesnt need right now..
so i want to be a neater more organized person...
i believe this will take time...
ive always tried cleaning my room... and this would take hours...
and once it was clean... after a day or two... it just gets messed up again..
now ... i cant ever clean my room up... it seems impossible...
i want to use less of the family's money... yes i work... but its reallie an on call job... and its only when i dont have school... this means less shopping...
i need to eat out less... i eat a lot and this includes at fast food restaurants... random shopping at albertsons or safeway...
but i want to be better...
better for my dad...
he is always so stressed with work...
my mom is always trying to pry money away from the family
i mean... the person i am is the person my family doesnt need right now..
so i want to be a neater more organized person...
i believe this will take time...
ive always tried cleaning my room... and this would take hours...
and once it was clean... after a day or two... it just gets messed up again..
now ... i cant ever clean my room up... it seems impossible...
i want to use less of the family's money... yes i work... but its reallie an on call job... and its only when i dont have school... this means less shopping...
i need to eat out less... i eat a lot and this includes at fast food restaurants... random shopping at albertsons or safeway...