I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT
Sometimes i wonder whether who i am and how i act is the RIGHT way to. I feel so oppressed compared to other people. I dont have the grades and i dont have the looks... not that the looks matter anyways.
is it me or when i was little or lets say elementary, middle and fresh and sophomore year i was hella determined to do work. ill spend my freaking time to rewrite messy notes. i finish all my homework before the day its due and my gpa is 3.8- 3.9?
things change from sophomore year to junior year... along the transition... something went wrong. was it AP ? could it make me feel more lazy? do i feel that way cause i think i cant be better than those who have higher scores than me?
is it me or when i was little or lets say elementary, middle and fresh and sophomore year i was hella determined to do work. ill spend my freaking time to rewrite messy notes. i finish all my homework before the day its due and my gpa is 3.8- 3.9?
things change from sophomore year to junior year... along the transition... something went wrong. was it AP ? could it make me feel more lazy? do i feel that way cause i think i cant be better than those who have higher scores than me?