omg i wake up early now!!
im surprised.. now i fall asleep early [9:30pm] and i wake up super early [4:00am]... its all good! =D
today was pretty cool. my cousins came over yesterday- Mario, Michael and Rigo. it was fun catching up and realizing that i am no longer the "bad" influence...
then i started thinking. OMG im a senior... everyone i know graduated and it feels weird =\... the feeling is hard to explain but all i can say is that im scared but excited. everything is changing so quick and soon i will be in the real world... and thas a scary feeling.
i remember when i use to stay up wit eddie and tj talking to them till 8am and poor eddie had football practice right after and now they graduated, entering the real world. i remember when we would prank call people and fight with jay and his lil group till early morning. i remember the football games, seeing people i hadnt seen in a long time. and now most of them graduated. i remember seeing him- ::drunk:: "can i go pee over there?"[him].. "yeah as long as no one sees u"[me]. i remember those 6 months that had good and bad memories that are not erasable. those 6 months really changed me. i remember the fun summer. i remember going out to eat wit adrian after work. i remember talking to PSJA boi. i remember meeting Jesse. i remember that summer was super fun- drinking, smoking, laughing, crying, forgetting. i remember meeting new people. lol i remember eating sushi [eww]... and then came junior year. it came wit heartbreaks, truths, lies and profound happiness. i met the nice, as well as mean sides of people. but in the end, i came to understand a little more on what is coming. forgive and forget...
well i guess thas it.. im gonna go take a shower.. bye ya'll
♥
today was pretty cool. my cousins came over yesterday- Mario, Michael and Rigo. it was fun catching up and realizing that i am no longer the "bad" influence...
then i started thinking. OMG im a senior... everyone i know graduated and it feels weird =\... the feeling is hard to explain but all i can say is that im scared but excited. everything is changing so quick and soon i will be in the real world... and thas a scary feeling.
i remember when i use to stay up wit eddie and tj talking to them till 8am and poor eddie had football practice right after and now they graduated, entering the real world. i remember when we would prank call people and fight with jay and his lil group till early morning. i remember the football games, seeing people i hadnt seen in a long time. and now most of them graduated. i remember seeing him- ::drunk:: "can i go pee over there?"[him].. "yeah as long as no one sees u"[me]. i remember those 6 months that had good and bad memories that are not erasable. those 6 months really changed me. i remember the fun summer. i remember going out to eat wit adrian after work. i remember talking to PSJA boi. i remember meeting Jesse. i remember that summer was super fun- drinking, smoking, laughing, crying, forgetting. i remember meeting new people. lol i remember eating sushi [eww]... and then came junior year. it came wit heartbreaks, truths, lies and profound happiness. i met the nice, as well as mean sides of people. but in the end, i came to understand a little more on what is coming. forgive and forget...
well i guess thas it.. im gonna go take a shower.. bye ya'll
♥