Feb 02, 2007 23:38
soo... its been a rocky road. this past month me and tyler have been on edge. like never before. we honestly got in the worst fight over something that just need to be fixed, not blown up. but thats how things go right? lol well all week well most of last week, we argued non stop everyday. and then finally made a truce lol. sounds dumb but omg it worked cuz we are so much better now. but dang it scared me so much just cuz i started thinking over and over like, what if we dont really love each other. i mean a year and a half, could be just lust adn fun adn all. but i was definatley confuzed and i think he was too. we had no clue where we were going or anything. but i tihnk we got all our frustrations out in a week hah. gosh ive never been so grumpy in my life. but its all good. i do love him he is not only one of my best friends but the person who i feel the most comfortable with. like honestly theres NOTHING i cant tell him lmao. and were both on the same level .. like complete dorks sometimes but can be serious.. well actually i dont think he can be serious haha no. but then theres sometimes where i just wonder "what the fxck was he thinking" like to make everything up to me, he bought me a flower vase, wiht a bunch of jolly ranchers inside, && a card with a peel off tattoo inside lol.. who does that.. but anyways it was funny adn it made me smile and definatley laugh cuz omg what a dork. but i love him so it doesnt matter.
but anyways... besides that i started another class today.. for some odd reason like 3 weeks after i started my other ones.. but today wa neuromuscular relax. WOW... wierd. we watched a movie on the JOY of STRESS lol. it was hilarious well to me .. but i guess i was the only one who was laughing besides the instructor. it was like a comedian from the 80's and i was just CRACKING up.
well im ready for school to be done for the summer i miss bobbi && bri wayy to much [we were supposed to hang out today =( . ] and hangin with my friends all the time adn the beach adn the hot weather.. cuz today just about did it for me.. i went sledding with bobbi and jas and omg it was SO COLD SO WINDY. i got wind burn. but one thing is for sure. my car does AMAZING doughnuts hahah LOVEIT!!!
hmmmm... im supposed to go on a date tomorrow with Tyler and he said wear a dress.. hahha. but i am hoping we go ice skating before cuz i REALLY REALLY want to!
okey dokey im wayyy tired and my body is super sore from sledding 3 days in a row.