"dont ever let life pass you by"
so im really excited .. im gettin a car in like two days or so! its a honda civic.. not bad not bad! lol i know ill love it tho ha i already do just by goin n looking at it but yeah
n at work i kinda do 3 diff jobs now. im still in the ladys locker room and lounge.. but i also do reception && hostess. its pretty cool ..gives me a break from being in our office all day. plus i think ive broke out of my shyness as soon as they put me on the phone.. well mainly cuz you do nothing but talk to people on the phone and everyone in the lobby so . o well its better to be comfortable. and i totally am! Plus theres alot of sweet people who work there.
n o jeez lets not get started on college .. toooooo much homework .. plus i have non stop been getting in trouble, i failed my psych test NOT surprising and then i got yelled at for it cuz im supposed to study for 8 hours not 2 & a 1/2. pshhh .. who knew wtf. lol .. and then in math its a piece of cake .. i can unconsciously do my homework . but instead me n Renee get introuble for talking non stop .. well wtf.. maybe if they taught something in that class.. ha jp
not to mention everyone else talks too so y do we get yelled at?!
did i mention i really love my job?? no but seriously.. i love being there . its kinda scary ha .. lemme tell you about today tho. so i went in today adn around 5 or so i get a call from first tee that i need to go pick something up .. so I do. i was thinkin it was a package for one of the members.. so i go down and they tell me its from a guy in a white hat and kinda long hair ..n i was thinkin to myself " yeah like im goin to know what member thats from psshh" n i get the bag and its from hot topic im like w.t.h .. so i go back upstairs and open it adn its a rhcp t shirt and a lil note haha its was so COOL lol. i felt important for the rest of the day ha shhh i know im a gay
anywho
me n tyler are gettin along so good i love it im so ... Myself.. around him.. its kewlio but yeah anyways no but for real .. i could never replace how comfortable i feel around his family and everything its just one of those things where you can feel youre in the right place. =) i love him
adn speaking of love..
I N C U B U S ... omg im obsessed i never get sick of them .. in fact im listening to them right now ha .. id like to just chill and party with them one day.. itd be so fricken crazy/rad id rolly pass out ha no im just playin im not that kinda of fan .. id want to actually enjoy the moment
I like this song too below
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive