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I've probably said this so many times before, I'm giving up on the whole love thing. But one really makes you think. Think about it, hooking up with people randomly, is so...whats the word, oh yea...meaningless. It means nothing to sleep around, nothing to hook up with a different guy every week. All it means is easy ass, easy access or drunk fun. Sure...it's fun at the time don't get me wrong. But im kind of sick of all that. I'm kind of hoping that one day soon I'll just get swept off my feet, and what girl doesnt want to meet mr right. I'm kind of sick of hooking up with all these guys that aren't even closely right for me, I just want to find one whos good for me. Maybe not the perfect guy, but hopefully one that will stick a round for a while. So maybe I am giving up, im giving up for a while, cuz if i run into some guy who could amount to something, he's going to have to work for it. Cuz im not going to be so easy to track down, easy to hang out with, easy in general. I'm through with it all. I want to be like him. I'm gonna be the girl who doesn't let a guy in. If they cant get in, they cant hurt you right. And you can prevent it all from being serious, I can be vague. I can play his game. I can play it better.