Summer
This summer was amazing and completely awful at the same time
The first few weeks were rough but fun at the same time... As the whole town talked about Billy and I broke up and we weren't together for a little over a month of it I ended up with Steve Ventre and it was a different relationship I enjoy and regret parts of that month Tara and I got EXTREMELY close and we hung otu ALL the time I loved it We party'd we all got drunk we got close everything was going good It was so much fun It had its ups and downs I even still hung otu with Billy and I don't regret it at all hanging out with him because it brought me back to him and the happiness Im at right now
Steve cheated on me (go figure) and I dont blame him Whatever shit happens you know? I forgave him and I deal with it, I ended up back with Billy a few weeks later (another go figure) He's my baby, I love him and I dont care what anyone says, He makes me happy we may fight but look at everyone around you Compare people, no one is happy DEAL BITCHES! In the meantime I got my car taken away for a month... I lost touch with Tara, that hurt me UNBELIEVABLY I thought she was using me and that was what people were telling me, it seemed that way, I talked to her about it and it wasnt the case, she's my best friend and I love her to death SHES OLD NOW THOUGH MS IM 18 AND AMANDAS 17 and I didnt get to celebrate her birthday with her... Ms Im supposed to go to the strip club and be old but dont, that makes me sad i would have spent time with her otherwise.... I miss her... you know?
Ive been hanging out with my old friends a lot more lately Aka Tara, Alyssa, Gaby, people like that... I love them, I lost touch with them, they dont even really consider me their friend anymore... I hate that, I want tehm back, they're real friends, they're genuine people, they say how it is, they dont hodl back, theyre honest, I love them... I want tehm all back in my life to make me happy, the people I can cry with during graduation, the people I cna get htere numbers and talk to when we all seperate and go to college, I want that kind of relationship with people again... I know I can always depend on Jaclyn but I havent had a friendship like the one I had with her in AGES and I want to have it again.... I hope they look past how much of a bad friend I was to them and accept me again... I need it This school year is all I have left... then Im gone... I would love to have a strong bond with that group, I know it will take time to gain their trust and respect back, IM WILLING!
This summer is practically over... I partied,I had fun, I chilled, I made new friends, I reaquainted old friends, It was good it was bad I was grounded alot I was happy a lot I was sad I was miserable I was ecstatic, Hopefully this school year will amount up to what its cracked up to be...
SENIORSS BITCH!