so what to do now
I never wanted this to turn out the way i did. I thought that by telling them how i missed them it would have led to a stronger friendship. I really never intended it to turn out the way it did. I missed you guys and if i didnt i wouldnt have mentioned anything. I think if you are all willing to do it we should start over instead of letting this thing drag on cuz its completely pointless. Im hurt cuz I dont understand how it is ive changed. Im happier now and im finally able to do things ive wanted to do before. All i know is when I first moved to my dads, I told everyone to invite me places cuz i could do stuff. Nobody did so me n michelle started to hang out and we hung out with other groups of people.Just like amy told me today that when she hangs out with megan, why would she invite us? we dont hang out with her. Thats exactly my point. U guys dont hang out with the other grouos me and michelle were hanging out with. All u guys assumed that everything michelle did was what i was doing..thats not the case. I thought it was beneficial for me to ask u guys about hanging out. I was just really hurt by it and it didnt help that u guys acted like everything was fine until i said sumthing. Y dont u just talk to me about it. If sumthings wrong then I need to know so i can fix it or what not. I just dont understand what i did that was so wrong.
Its up to you guys now what you want to do with this. I hope we can put it behind us and start over but if that isnt what u want, then just let me know.
Its up to you guys now what you want to do with this. I hope we can put it behind us and start over but if that isnt what u want, then just let me know.