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Oh my jesus. . .only not so much mine. Today was beautiful until it turned shitty as fuck.I was so stoked that all of the crew got to hang out. I'm so lame, something happens and I put it in my fuckin' journal. Ack. So, today was awesome. I got to see Joshua, Kenneth, and Kodairo. . .along ith my whoa-man. Joshua and I were being adorable just lounging about conversating and such. Then after a bit we ventured upsetairs. He tried to show my boobies to everyone. It wasn't funny at the time, but it is now. Then we lay on the floor just holding each other and talking. It was pretty. This is the part where my night got shitty. Kodairo came upstairs and whispered something to Joshua and then he just left me. Didn't talk to me, except like two words for the next two hours. Gave me half a hug when he left and wasn't going to kiss me. . .Then got defensive when I told him he put me in a shitty mood. Eff that! I <3 the boy so much, but he really knows how to get to me. . .not that I think it's intentional. I've cried over him on more ocassions than anyone else I've been with or liked. I cried right after they left because I'm an emotional whore that takes everything to heart. I'm so upset right now. I could go for a good cry. . . . Well, what the fuck ever. I'm out. . .