Nov 08, 2004 15:26
Its been a bit since I updated so Ill just get to the important stuff.
I forgot waht I did wednesday and thursday..woops.
Oh wait, mandy just reminded me about thursday..I was chillen with the boys while mandy was gone somewhere(?) then I left cuz ppl were gay, of course, nothing new. Mandy and I chilled long time by ourselves=\, o well. We saw Danny and Jon at Stevens. Enough sed cuz that was my excitement of the day.
Friday- woot8-). Hung out at Stevens with Mandy, Steven, Chris, Lisa, Jimbo, Manny, Ant, Greg, Juan, Richie, Eddie, Danny and Krista came later on. o0o shit son, much fun. For starters, Krista and I broke a swing. woops. Then she left and everyone else got tehre. Juan burnt himself and his shoe, that later hit me in the head. What a guy..lol. Uhm, I dunno it was just fun!! Until my grl got sick=(..luv ya=)
Saturday- I hung out at my house til Mandy got here at like 3. All those kids were there. Mandy threw down. Juan, Greg, Steven, Mandy, Krista, Justin, Jonathan, JOn<3, and Rodney. Kayley and Missy showed up. So did Timo, Johnny, Richie, and Eddie. Good times for the most part. Mandy- I wish I was there to catch ya;) lol. 411- found out i was in love<3
Sunday- Wonderful day. The usual was at Stevens. Nothing new. We all just hung out. Jon came later on that day. Man, I loved it. Enough sed.
Mandy and I realized that us and our guys are soo much alike. I didnt realize til last night what she was feeling and how she was feeling. Now I realize that it is difficult to deal with somethings. It just sucks that we cant be with these guys. I think I cud wait a life time to be able to get with him. I also think that I cant get over him until I have someone to move on to. I really dont want that to happen tho- I want him to be my one and only. Maybe one day. Gotta have a chat with him<3
leave love.xo0ox
PS id like to thank every single friend that is helping me. some might think that I dont listen to you, but its like I do hear you, its just that Im tryin to get over him, but the little things are what count...