growin up wit nevaeh n laci
i thought my life was falling then it is all the way gone now haha!! well me and Brad broke up i basically ended it b/c he kept thinkin i had a thing for Kris when i dont. im pregant i dont need to deal with that bullshit and i felt he was tryin to control me. he kept tellin me he can have ppl follow me and shit well go ahead not like im doin anything that i dont tell you shit. so i had to get away before it was too late. he wanted to pick the name out and sorrie i do that but the baby name is goin to be Laci Keithann Michelle Johnson. im excited b/c i got to put it together and for once i did it on my own haha. but let see i got an place up in South Charleston, i signed up for HUD back when i found out i was pregnant again and on March 6 i got my voucher to get my own place. so i found a place in South Charleston near the high school. im excited, nervous, happy and scared all in one. im goin to miss my mom n dad im so use to wakin up and talkin to them, but then again i have Nevaeh and i will have Laci here soon. so it wont be that bad. i just never knew i had so much junk haha but that come after 22 years of collecting haha. i have been feeling lonely alot lately i feel like my friends dont want to hang out wit me anymore and i dont know why. i guess b/c im pregnant and can't drink i dunno but they did when i was with Nevaeh so i dunno why not now i guess b/c i can't drink. it sucks though b/c ones u thought were there for u and everything are not anymore sad i tell ya but oh well. i will get closer to the ones that are going through the same thing as me. which makes it alot easier i think. im not really havin a baby shower but a lil get together for the new place n baby.