Feb 19, 2005 05:57
DAMN I FREAKING WROTE LIKE 2 PGS ON HOW PISSED SAD AND ANGRY I WAS AND MY INTERNET IS BEING A BITCH N DELETED IT... I GUESS YOU GUYS WEREN`T MENT TO KNOW
well i talked to my mom a lil while ago and i`m not as scared anymore . she`s comming home soon . i hope she get`s here before that bitch does . i wanted to take this time to say im sorry to my best friend JOHN . John- i`m sorry i`ve been a llittle bit of a bitch lately and i haven`t been acting the way i should . please know that you don`t bother me anymore than the world does and i <3 you! i think alot of poeple are feeling like John . i wan`t to say i`m sorry to all the people that have noticed changes in me over the past couple of weeks . i`m sorry that i can be a bitch but i don`t have cruel intentions . it`s just hard for me sometimes and i tend to take it out on other people b/c that the only way i know how to deal with it..i wan`t to say this is especially my cousin, john, benny, and cesar . i think it affects them the most . i want to thank Joe for being THE ONLY PERSON that i could call when im crying and feeling like shit . thanks for taking time to listen to me and be the big brother i never had ( even though i know its hard ) your the only person i feel i can call when i need someone and you'll be there . i love you man . <--you wifey, cousin , sister , and ex :)
Jamie- dude i fucking love you . even though this is like the 3rd time you read this shit b/c i wrote it to you 3 times and everytime my computer would earse it, i want to write it again . i love you so much . i don`t think i would have made it through his week with my mom on the cruise if it weren't for you . thanks for all the funny crazy moments . and for making my bed everyday before you went to school . and for cleaning my room that day even though nothing went down it`s all good . thanks for covering that day me n alex were here . your the best and i`m sad you have to go to your dad`s house now . if you die, i will die! l0l , good luck with your husband .
ale came to my house yesterday on her lunch break so at leaast i wasn`t by myself the whole day . word . and today i have to give some ppl their presales and go to a meeting . well i want to finish before this bitch earases again so imma dip
holla.
<3.KeaNna.
i <3 you luis