God, grant me the serenity
Not to rip my hair out.
When it rains....it pours....just my luck I suppose. It doesn't get any better than this.
UGH
But, nice Valentine's Day otherwise. Kim and I played and tickled and wrestled and just had fun. Something we haven't done really in ages. And even though I hate being tickled it was fun, just to see her smile. For me to smile. To laugh and to enjoy each other's company. Its great to know you have someone you just know you will spend the rest of your life with. Through all the hard times, the good times. The tears and the laughter. I just know, that in my heart, she completes my soul. She is the one life mate that I was lucky enough to find. Not many people get to say that.
Our relationship is not always perfect. But I have noticed, that we give a little more, and we talk more, and we compromise alot more. We are able to confront each other, even in harsh tones and come out on the other side stronger and more put together. Longing to love each other more than we did the second before. Its such a great feeling to have someone hold you in their arms, and tell you that you mean everything to them. To apologize for things you don't even know why they are sorry, but appreciate it.
Be able to forgive and maybe not forget, but move on. Be able to recognize that you do care, deeply for the person that you are in a relationship with, and that you want to make it work. After nearly four years of this relationship, with so much blood, sweat, and tears, put into it, I would not give it up without a fight. Absolutely not. I am in it for the long haul, and baby, you are the one that I want!
Sunshine or rain. Warmth or freezing cold. We will be strong and we will get through even these hurdles. I just know as long as I have you by my side. I have my sanity and I have love on my side, each time I look into your eyes. Thank you for being there for me, baby, and not just today, on Valentine's Day, but everyday, I will love you more and more, with each new breath I take.
Love always,
Roxie