looking back isnt going to be too hard..
coz i have a lot to say.
for about three years now, my life has been a total roller coaster.
from all the events that has happened to me i can honestly say, i now have never been happier.
if you guys dont remember, in these past three years i have experience both death and life.
i was very blessed to have given birth to Jeremiah but that happiness abruptly changed to extreme sadness and grief when my mother passed away three months after. it's really crazy how my life changed in the span of three years. right after high school, i grew up and i must admit that although sometimes, i wish for my youth back, being a mother is the most rewarding feeling in the world.
in the past three years, i have experienced life and boy it wasnt easy. but i think i really deserve i big pat on my back for being able to get through it all and making it on my own. there were moments where in i seriously wanted to take a knife and pierce it through my thick skin and watch my blood seep through while i waited for my death to come but never did i really get to that everytime i saw my son's face. with him, i became invincible. through all my trials and hardships, Jeremiah was the only person who truly kept me grounded.
now that i'm in the position that i am in, i feel even more grateful to have found the man of my dreams and my second blessing, Gabriel. who wouldve thought that after all the curve balls life has thrown at me, i was still able to open up my heart and love again. it's so rewarding to wake up every mornind and seeing my boys and the love of my life.
it's true what Angelo said, we do live a good life. it might now be perfect but its perfect for us. we live in a nice home, we financially do not ever struggle. we're comfortable and we're happy. hopefully within the next 2-3 years, i will be able to finish school and start my career and help Angelo support us. it's so enlightening to know that i have a beautiful future ahead of me.
with my husband-to-be and my two sons, i'm looking forward to life. i just hope life wont be too harsh on me anymore but i highly doubt that because i have a beautiful angel in heaven always watching over me, my mother.
for about three years now, my life has been a total roller coaster.
from all the events that has happened to me i can honestly say, i now have never been happier.
if you guys dont remember, in these past three years i have experience both death and life.
i was very blessed to have given birth to Jeremiah but that happiness abruptly changed to extreme sadness and grief when my mother passed away three months after. it's really crazy how my life changed in the span of three years. right after high school, i grew up and i must admit that although sometimes, i wish for my youth back, being a mother is the most rewarding feeling in the world.
in the past three years, i have experienced life and boy it wasnt easy. but i think i really deserve i big pat on my back for being able to get through it all and making it on my own. there were moments where in i seriously wanted to take a knife and pierce it through my thick skin and watch my blood seep through while i waited for my death to come but never did i really get to that everytime i saw my son's face. with him, i became invincible. through all my trials and hardships, Jeremiah was the only person who truly kept me grounded.
now that i'm in the position that i am in, i feel even more grateful to have found the man of my dreams and my second blessing, Gabriel. who wouldve thought that after all the curve balls life has thrown at me, i was still able to open up my heart and love again. it's so rewarding to wake up every mornind and seeing my boys and the love of my life.
it's true what Angelo said, we do live a good life. it might now be perfect but its perfect for us. we live in a nice home, we financially do not ever struggle. we're comfortable and we're happy. hopefully within the next 2-3 years, i will be able to finish school and start my career and help Angelo support us. it's so enlightening to know that i have a beautiful future ahead of me.
with my husband-to-be and my two sons, i'm looking forward to life. i just hope life wont be too harsh on me anymore but i highly doubt that because i have a beautiful angel in heaven always watching over me, my mother.