Jul 10, 2005 16:46
Last night, wow that was a CRAZY night. It was me, Bobby, Courtney was on the phone the whole night, Eman, Draci, Johnny, Anthony, Shane ( my bro ), and Boone. Crazy last night, drunk ppl.
Emannuel- thanks so much for talking to my brother. Sorry bout all the drama last night i didnt mean for it to be like that and you still lose with the pin ball cuz u are just a big cheater ha ha<33 love ya!
Darci- WOW THANK you so much. It means alot that you were standing up for me n trying to help me out.. my brother can be nice i mean he took you home to get cloths didnt he. Whoop whoop go darci so darci you know what im talking about.. You talked me through it n you walked with me n the rain. I LOVE YOU DARCI!!! Good Luck with surgery I WILL PRAY n see u afterwords.
Johnny-i dont know if you will ever get to read this but.. wow we have had our ups n down for so long. WHen you walked over to me when i was crying n hugged me n TALKED to me, told me how you were feelin which u dont ever do. WHEn you said you hoped my life was better n that you cared about me as a friend. It ment a lot to me cuz we were so close befor n I hope everything gets better i wish you the best n i care about you as my friend alot n im ALWays here for you no matter but i promise.. LOVE YA!!!!
Anthony- Once again i have to help you walk n stand up.. but i want to thank you to.. you held me when i was cryin n give the biggest hug n i was gonna be ok in the moment.. and you were drunk. Im sorry you got real sick . I LOVE YA THO N THANKSA BUNCH<3333
Bobby- you cant read this but. You are my best guy friend in the whole world n you really proofed that last night. Giving me the biggest hug n the world holding me n telling me to stop cryin to pull my self together. That I need to be happy n not worry about him, to do something for myself instead of makin him happy. THANks soo much <3333333333333333333333333333333333
Courtney THE BEST FOR LAST- omg im miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. My life without my best friend.. How am I going to live. I dont wanna another best friend, yes i have other friends but u were always the 1st person i ran too n now i cant. I will write you everyday n tell you everything you will still be the 1st person i tell about everything.. They have no idea what they are saying n dont kno what they are talking about they dont know you or him. They will get over it n things are gonna be fine. He wont leave you he cares n loves you way to much i promise you that n you know i dont break promises. You guys wil be alright n if your love is strong which i knwo it is it will hold its self together. You can do it be my soldier. I will talk to you soon I LOVE YOU COURT!! you can see my hands but you know what i am doing All the way around the world n back times million billion trillion ha ha you get the point.. im miss you call or text anytime you can no matter what time..<33333333333333
Thanks to everyone that helped last night.. haha we had fun in the rain tho.. with the old guy who couldnt talk. omg that was funny johnny boone n bobby were making fun of him. He had a hole in his neck n he couldnt talk.. it was sad. anthony came out n helped too.. lol fun times lol <333