dont let me die..*

Nov 17, 2004 09:28

Last night, i took 6 midols, cut myself, and cried. I hate it here, I need to run away.

I'm home because i need time alone.

Every morning she would get up
She'd look in the mirror and wish she was dreaming
she'd lay in bed at night wondering what kept her here..*

Wishing for a moment when everything was still
crawling into bed when all the lights were out
She doesnt cry anymore..
No, she doesnt breathe anymore..*

Have you ever seen the blackness that takes over a person when they reach a certain level of sadness?
The coldness that comes along with being mortal
The hate that comes along with broken promises..

I am so scared that something is going to happen and i'm going to regret it..

as she crawled into bed, she said her prays and asked god to help her through. She grabbed her favorite bear and hugged it tight. knowing that for tonight would be her last...*
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