Feb 24, 2004 19:34
I wish I could go back. Back to when things were normal.
Yeah so do I. I want to go back to middle school. Yeah people may have hated it and are now in love with highschool, but middle school, was when everything was fun. II got to do things with my friends, and just had so much more fun. People were more enjoyable. Now were in high school and people have changed, andits not a good change. People are different now, and some it seems that they change to impress. Who are you impressing but yourself? Dont try to be a freakin' super hero. Just be you. I wish it were 8th grade again. Back to the good old days.
I wish that I wasn't stupid. I mean I feel as though I am being left out becuase im not smart enough, or I have other personal flaws. A friendship or anything is not to be about what you're like or what you're not like. It should be becuase you enjoy hangin out with that person, no matter who they are. I think I've learned that this year. I'm tired of being a bitch to people. I mean hey maybe if i sit there and actually talk to someone we could find so much in common and become great friends. People sit there and just worry about stupid stuff, or they see someone and their hair is ugly, or there not wearing good clothes. Who the hell cares? Be who you want to be, and people should see that. They shouldn't base a friendship on stupid things.
Why cant things ever be nice and easy in my life. Why am I not enjoying it anymore?