i'm at my breaking point
This week has only been hell for me.School starts in a week and all i have been is balancing is work and practice and that's already wearing me out ot the maximum.I've been at practice from 3-5 and then coming home for 5 mins taking a 2 min shower and going to work from 5:30-10 and then coming home and eating supper.I haven't had a good night sleep this entire week.My body is completely sore.I still have one whole summer reading book to read.I'm only on chapter 4 but i still have about 18 chapters left i suppose.I'm cranky and bitchy i'm overtired i miss my bestfriend so much.I hate work and i really wanna quit.I odn't want school to start i don't want to go through anything at all.I'm sick of people using me i'm sick of the fake ass friends.I'm doen with everything.By the end of the week i'm going to have an emotional breakdown.I need a hug.The only good thing about this week is i get to see mom on saturday morning and thats about it.Everything else is just like whatever.I hate life already once again.Oh and to make my day worse apparently if you didn't go to grynn& baretts for senior pictures then you won't be in the damn yr. book unless you go to grynn & barrets and take a head shot for the yr. book.fuck that that made me even more pissed off.Fuck everything in this entire world.seriously.I wish i knew where my sister was so i can talk to her.I need her so bad and i haven't seen her in about a week or too i haven't talked to her in abotu a week or too and i hate it so much.I just hate it hate it.i'm taking a icecold bath right now.Hopefully i'll freeze to death cause at this point i could care less.