LALALA Poem
The life of a broken soul
"When hearts is cold and black nothing seems to matter anymore. Life doesn’t seem to even bother dying is just the next step but then you find someone, someone that you can connect, Someone that is just for you. Then and only then the feeling of true love happens. Life as you know it begins to make sense and life is worth living.
True love acquires in the heart of a pure soul, a soul of a broken heart that needs to be repaired. Something no one should have to go through if all they want is to be loved. But when the special person passes on in to the next world, you’re torn. everything collapse into a black hole where sadness, anger and hate is keep locked up there you soul dies into the person you once where. Light never shines to you again your heart blacker then space itself there your heart begins to die forever alone, forever in sadness."
OK yes i wrote this poem but before ANY says anything. I wrote this when i starting thinking about moving back to mass, everything was going horribly wrong and it was like i had nothing up here that was worth staying for. Grades were spilling, mom and grandmother fighting all the time, grandmother's pressure for perfectness out of me.... just total Complete BS. Usual i don;t crack under pressure, i'm cool and just let it slide off of my back. But i did this time around and it was hard to handle. I broke down several times and didn't know who i could go to. My friends were busy with their lives and I didn't want to bother them with all of my problems that i was having. I felt alone...Guys were taking avenge of that and screwed me over, i blame myself for that so needless to say... I was acutally thinking that i would be better off in Mass... But it's not like that anymore, after being single for a while and finally getting my head on striaght. I cooled off and met someone... Aaron Wing, he's an awsome person.. weird but awsome. I can talk to him about anything and he will actually sit there and listn to me, hold me adn tell me that i have a life worth living, even though i have somethings to fix. WE're dating now, taking it slow and i have never been for.... comfortible feeling. I really like him but he's not the reason why everything is changing so much... well he is one of them but things at home are finally getting better i guess. I barely soical with anyone so no one really knows what's going on in my house. but yeah.. things are getting so much better and i hope nothing ruins it... ( KNock on wood)
Oh and Zoe, i hope ur ok and doing fine.
"When hearts is cold and black nothing seems to matter anymore. Life doesn’t seem to even bother dying is just the next step but then you find someone, someone that you can connect, Someone that is just for you. Then and only then the feeling of true love happens. Life as you know it begins to make sense and life is worth living.
True love acquires in the heart of a pure soul, a soul of a broken heart that needs to be repaired. Something no one should have to go through if all they want is to be loved. But when the special person passes on in to the next world, you’re torn. everything collapse into a black hole where sadness, anger and hate is keep locked up there you soul dies into the person you once where. Light never shines to you again your heart blacker then space itself there your heart begins to die forever alone, forever in sadness."
OK yes i wrote this poem but before ANY says anything. I wrote this when i starting thinking about moving back to mass, everything was going horribly wrong and it was like i had nothing up here that was worth staying for. Grades were spilling, mom and grandmother fighting all the time, grandmother's pressure for perfectness out of me.... just total Complete BS. Usual i don;t crack under pressure, i'm cool and just let it slide off of my back. But i did this time around and it was hard to handle. I broke down several times and didn't know who i could go to. My friends were busy with their lives and I didn't want to bother them with all of my problems that i was having. I felt alone...Guys were taking avenge of that and screwed me over, i blame myself for that so needless to say... I was acutally thinking that i would be better off in Mass... But it's not like that anymore, after being single for a while and finally getting my head on striaght. I cooled off and met someone... Aaron Wing, he's an awsome person.. weird but awsome. I can talk to him about anything and he will actually sit there and listn to me, hold me adn tell me that i have a life worth living, even though i have somethings to fix. WE're dating now, taking it slow and i have never been for.... comfortible feeling. I really like him but he's not the reason why everything is changing so much... well he is one of them but things at home are finally getting better i guess. I barely soical with anyone so no one really knows what's going on in my house. but yeah.. things are getting so much better and i hope nothing ruins it... ( KNock on wood)
Oh and Zoe, i hope ur ok and doing fine.