Aug 11, 2005 21:22
Hey,
this is my first time ever doing livejournal. But i have alot to say right now. Today was fucking nt even cool. My ex is going after all of my fucking best friends and it's actually pissing me off. My best friend Brianna talked to me about her and him dating cuz they like each other. I told her don't do it cuz he is a lieing cheating asshole. He took averange of me and my friend when we were drunk. she doesn't seem to understand that he's a fucking loser and he needs to get a life. I read her journl and i cried so bad. She's cutting herslef and not even realizing that there a fucking people that care about her. I love her to death and i refuse to see someone that i love like a sister fucking waste her life away. I refuse to see her make mistakes that could really hurt her. Plus carl omly cares about sex. He doesn't care about how he makes ppl feel or anything. I love all of my friends and i don't see how bri can think that she lost a friendship with me or anything of the sort. I'm gonna be there for her no matter what, but i told her about carl and what he is like... I juss hope that she will listen to me and make me proud of her. I mean just today Mindi Lamb went over his house to talk to his mom and say hi. I guess he was trashed and basicly stuff his corch in her face. She pushed away from him and left. I want to protect Bri from him but how can I when he's fucking lieing to her.. I don't know what to do anymore. I sometimes think life sucks but i live it to the max, i have awesome friends and an awesome bf.. I can't screw this up. I want Bri to realize that she has friends that are there for her and love her. But g2g bf and brothers are beating eachother up.
chelsea