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[oxandria]

I really hate it that a person I consider a friend, and she considers me a friend doesn't really act as such. She says that she likes me and thinks I am real sweet, yet whenever I talk to her, she always gives me the cold shoulder and acts like a real bitch. There always seems to be something wrong whenever I talk to her

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[odissa]

dude -
that's wrong.
I hate people like that *8/
It's like "if you don't like me - then why don't you just tell me? why would you care if I know or not".
It doesn't make sense.

[kusari]

Dissa darlin', I love you to death. But sweetheart..you are so dense.

ryan

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[odissa]

no - I know who she's talking about.
I also know this:

I've built her a website
I've sat there and listened and tried to help when she needed it.
I've given her advice and consoled her,
I've been there for her.
I barely ever went to her about my problems because I'm weird about that.

The fact that she's so set on me not liking her,
I guess has blinded that from her.
That's fine ... I'm use to it.
I'm use to giving and giving and giving myself and getting nothing but shit in return.
So damn me.

You know -
like she said -
I only know her online.
And all I can give her is what I can give over a computer.
I'm sorry that doesn't make her fuckin' happy.

And to top it off,
I'm not this nice to most people.
You know -
I've never spent the time it takes to sit down and build someone a website.
I've started them and said I might do one -
but I've never really made one for anyone.
All I've done is yea -
tell her how sweet she is and how much I like her.
I don't what the fuck I did to make her think I didn't.

[kusari]

Dissa hun, I'm not saying this to be an asshole, 'cause I do consider you a friend. But you've done the semi-cold shoulder thing to me as well, I can see where she's coming from. I'm not defending Liss just because she's my girlfriend...if I didn't think she had a reason to bitch I'd say something to her about it

[oxandria]

Look, Ryan pretty much summed it up in his post. You give me the cold shoulder when all I want to do is talk. It seems like when its a topic that interests you, you'll talk to me. Any other time it seems you give me these one word answers and what am I really supposed to say to those? I understand that you are not one to discuss your problems, but when it seems like every time I talk to you, you are always pissed off or something is always wrong, what am I supposed to do

[kusari]

By the way Dissa...or should I call you Ms. Jen now? Anyhow...since we simply DO NOT talk anymore..and I'd like to.
Give me somehow to contact you, since I obviously cannot do it through your journal, and you never bother to read any e-mail I send you, brat.

hmph!

ry