- & if it takes.. f o r e v e r then i'll wait f o r e v e r <3 -
today was one of the worst days i've had in a while. until tonight of course <3
i am starting to think that i seriously have very VERY few real friends, this really scares me.
i guess it's because we are all getting older and drifting apart and what not. but there are a few friends that i don't talk to much that i wish i did because i know they were always there for me.
basically like amber, i miss my boo haha. and a few others.
it's like you have a really good friend then something happens and it's over then you wish you had it back to normal again but it never is. am i making any sense?
anyways. i have met someone. yes indeed.
nick. but i am not supposed to date him says the other nick because he does not want to be replaced.
& he is not permitted to speak to another girl named amanda. :)
allthough there could be something, the whole time everytime i talk to him i think about **** (wow how middle school is that?) but i can't help it. i finally let it known how i felt but not to him.
i cannot take it anymore from him, so maybe it is time i moved on?
so do i take the one i can have now, or wait for the only one i truly want?
ugh i guess that's an obvious answer.
but hope-fulleey ::said in my ghetto accent:: things will work out with that. look eric felicia and mehemt we all have a inside joke. woot for those.
to do list::
*Watch the Hot Chick tomorrow with nick
*Watch grease 2 with Tara and Jenni-o haha.
i want a c-o-o-o-o-l rider.
*Watch the notebook with ashley t caz she has never seen it.. say wha?! yea i know.
sorry if i bore you ♥
i am starting to think that i seriously have very VERY few real friends, this really scares me.
i guess it's because we are all getting older and drifting apart and what not. but there are a few friends that i don't talk to much that i wish i did because i know they were always there for me.
basically like amber, i miss my boo haha. and a few others.
it's like you have a really good friend then something happens and it's over then you wish you had it back to normal again but it never is. am i making any sense?
anyways. i have met someone. yes indeed.
nick. but i am not supposed to date him says the other nick because he does not want to be replaced.
& he is not permitted to speak to another girl named amanda. :)
allthough there could be something, the whole time everytime i talk to him i think about **** (wow how middle school is that?) but i can't help it. i finally let it known how i felt but not to him.
i cannot take it anymore from him, so maybe it is time i moved on?
so do i take the one i can have now, or wait for the only one i truly want?
ugh i guess that's an obvious answer.
but hope-fulleey ::said in my ghetto accent:: things will work out with that. look eric felicia and mehemt we all have a inside joke. woot for those.
to do list::
*Watch the Hot Chick tomorrow with nick
*Watch grease 2 with Tara and Jenni-o haha.
i want a c-o-o-o-o-l rider.
*Watch the notebook with ashley t caz she has never seen it.. say wha?! yea i know.
sorry if i bore you ♥