JAX'S COTTAGE = MY NEW HOME :)
o mann..jax's house was soo much fun!! so we were eating downstairs and we were all sitting around and we were laughing soo hard about all this stuff and it was sooo funny!! like this one time jax FLIPPED out and i like was like really scared of her cause of the face she was making!! and then she was laughing soo hard about something and i caught on and it was sooo funny..so i started laughing hysterically and then i started tearing. then something else happened like 2 minutes after that and i was laughing so hard again that i started tearing again!! then we talked about what type of guy we were prob. gonna get married to(what do u expect?? we're girls!!) and i have one type that i know i want and i know 2 guys like that..and yess..i want them both!! if i go one way..its gonna be like a ross-monica-chandler kinda thing, but if i go another way..i think i would be happy and feel like the luckiest person to be alive. like i would be soo happy either way..but its just something about the 2nd one that makes everything somehow relate to him and always think about him. but im just wasting my time talking about it cause i dont have a chance w/ either of them..
so then we hung out upstairs. we were trying to do the worm..jax got it all on video. then we listened to music for a while and some of us actually sang and knew the words while others just pretended like they did to look cool..but they really werent and just looked absolutely retarted(hint*hint)we also played mad gab..it was me, jax, and ange vs. isa, coll, and laurel. we obvv. won cause we were amazingg!! haha..then we played never ever have i ever and i came in 2nd to last..that must be saying something about the people that i was with..
JK JK I LOVE YOUU!!
geez..i ate sooo much and i dont feel well at all. so my parent came to pick me and sam up. sam went home cause she wasnt feeling well :(..feel better samm!!
and of course i thought about the guy that would make me happy to be alive..but when dont i think about him?? i feel priveledged to even have met him..like this may sound sooo dumb..but i dc..the second i saw him i knew there was something about him that would make me remember him for a long time..the fact that he is SUPER HOT may be part of it..but there was also something else..i cant really explain it..but i can say that its one of the most amazing feelings i have ever felt. i only wished that he felt the same way and if he does..that he would tell me..it would make things alot easier for me and i know that i could have a smile on my face for the rest of my life..
but enough about that..im talking to zac right now..i miss him alot! i havent talked to him in like forever and its so good to talk to him!! i prob. wont see him till next year..but he is such a good friend! so anywayy..i gotta get up early in the morning..so im gonna go to bed soon..night!
much*<3 Jess
so then we hung out upstairs. we were trying to do the worm..jax got it all on video. then we listened to music for a while and some of us actually sang and knew the words while others just pretended like they did to look cool..but they really werent and just looked absolutely retarted(hint*hint)we also played mad gab..it was me, jax, and ange vs. isa, coll, and laurel. we obvv. won cause we were amazingg!! haha..then we played never ever have i ever and i came in 2nd to last..that must be saying something about the people that i was with..
JK JK I LOVE YOUU!!
geez..i ate sooo much and i dont feel well at all. so my parent came to pick me and sam up. sam went home cause she wasnt feeling well :(..feel better samm!!
and of course i thought about the guy that would make me happy to be alive..but when dont i think about him?? i feel priveledged to even have met him..like this may sound sooo dumb..but i dc..the second i saw him i knew there was something about him that would make me remember him for a long time..the fact that he is SUPER HOT may be part of it..but there was also something else..i cant really explain it..but i can say that its one of the most amazing feelings i have ever felt. i only wished that he felt the same way and if he does..that he would tell me..it would make things alot easier for me and i know that i could have a smile on my face for the rest of my life..
but enough about that..im talking to zac right now..i miss him alot! i havent talked to him in like forever and its so good to talk to him!! i prob. wont see him till next year..but he is such a good friend! so anywayy..i gotta get up early in the morning..so im gonna go to bed soon..night!
much*<3 Jess