HoPe Is SuCh a WaStE, EvErY bReaTh YoUu TaKe YoUu GiVe Me ThE BurDeNs BiTteR TasTeEe...
lalala ...good morning world =D..
actually its like 11 oclock but ok ...anywayz
past few days have been pretty busy and very confusing but w/e i think everythings starting to work out now ..tuesday i went to jess's house for a while ..was originally a mini party reunion but the ppl didnt really work out ..alicias sick ...and dan well idk really havent seen him a whilee :(:( ...so yah it was me jess alyson dave eric and sean ...pretty cool except i learned i cant play popcorn :( ...sean jumps once behind me and i go flying backwards :-\ ...land on my neck just hear it crack like 50 times and feel my teeth go threw the inside of my mouth ...it wasnt cool ...oo yah and before that dave desides he wants to body slam me ...not random i swear ..so as hes saying hes gunna body slam me sean starts tellin me how he went to body slam jess once and she broguht her knees in ..so being the smart child i am, as daves about to attack i pull my knees in ..haha sucked for both of us thou ..he got hit wit my knee but then rolled off over my face..that hurttt ...and yah that was about it for my injuries thou lol ..so then me and jess went in the pool cuz i was kinda in pain by now and had enuff of the trampoline..no1 knew we were in the pool for a while ...then we desided to "hide" ..so as sean walked past we held up the floats infront of us haha sadly enuff he didnt c us =-P ..pretty amusing lol but then alyson did see us =( oo well anywayz so then we ate and stuff and went in jess basement to play ping pong... lol never really did get that far but sean and dave did unfortunaly there not that good at playing it lol jk jk <3 ...but me and alyson were eatting the ping pong balls i mean ..no who said that?! lol and jess was taking pictures but then i realized i had to leave =( ...so i went bakk home get changed and went to cheerleading =) ..today we got to meet the girls that were gunna coach there too cute ..so we started teaching them some cheers and jumps blah blah yah it was cool then left there to go straight to the mall ...woot woot ..i got there and met up wit jaxx ris joe and dray ..walked around a bit then me ris and jaxx left dray and joe to do stuff lol then mike and pat came and we all met up again pplz got food and we sat in the foodcourt where some dude came up trying to get us to buy his cd ...that was interestinggg..sad part was mike actually bought it haha..oo well guess it didnt really matter ..it was only $3 and it was his moms money anywayz ..but yah then we basically did nothing else but just stand around for a while ...oo yah then more ppl came up me and pat werent part of the group at this time but we saw it which was even better lol ...these guys came up wit i dont even kno wat ..a condom and all this stuff taking pictures and wat not lol ...but then i turn around again and someone blew up the condom and there playing wit it like a balloon ...just a lil weird but ok lol..so yah then jaxx dad came and me jaxx and ris went bakk to her house ..too bad i like passed out on jaxx floor at like 2 30 lol so i dont really rememeber the night to much haha ..i wasnt over tired i swear.. so yah then the next day we get up go to roosevelt field mall :):) and then my daddy brought us all bakk to my house! lol ris kudnt stay long that wasnt cool :( ..but me and jaxx chilled wit the whole crew again til like 11 that was cool ...and now its thursday :( tomoro is my last day b4 i go away :(:(:( ..soo not cool ..but i must say ..alott of things are starting to work out ...i figure it like this ..the past is the past ...you cant change what happened so you have to just let it go ...things do get better eventually anywayz ..xoxx*steph <3.
"And all the perfect words they seem so wrong"
"Did you ever..ever catch that look ..
when you know everything is so right
...yet so wrong?"
"I need you to help me see this through."