Aug 08, 2004 17:12
well hello.
long time no update. i know. very very sorry. i*ve been trying new colors and what not but i haven*t found one i love. i want a dan radcliffe layout.. cause he*s oh so very hott. ::sigh:: maybe stephher can make me one. i*ll have to ask.
i have a new obsession. faeries. weird i know. i read a book called "tithe" and ever since then i*ve been obssessed with the idea of faeries.. they just seem so cool. so i got 2 more books today, and they had this anthology of stories about them and i wanted it but it was like 25$.. sad i know.
i have to babysitt in about an hour. is it sad that i*m dreading it? i don*t even do much. ohh well. i need to finish "this boys life" so i can read my new faerie books lol, marcs in canada this week (sad) and i want to get everyone (the...gang?) together to do something this week. cause i miss everyone. it*s supposed to be nice this week so maybe beach time. i like the beach. hmm... idk we*ll see.
i really miss ben. i haven*t seen him since he came home from florida and that was almost a month ago... maybe i*ll invite him if we do something. i don*t like him anymore.. i swear i don*t ::tries to convince everyone:: gesh.. i need to not like him anymore.. but idk if i want to.. it*s like, there must be SOME reason why i*m holding onto this crush.. right? maybe somethings gonna FINALLY happen between us..or maybe not until senior year.. who knows, god know*s i don*t.