i'm tired of it all

[ox_mw_ox]

today was horrible.

people take things that i say different than what i mean.
and im sick of those people so screw them.
im sick of tryin to be the better person and not talk crap
about you when i can hear/see EVERY word you are saying about
me. so how about just leaving me alone

im sick of having to walk on eggshells around you just
so you won't blow up and yell at me. its pretty sad that
i am wayy bigger than you but yet im scared of you
cause of your temper. that should definitely be an
indication of something that you truly NEED to realize.

all of this..has brought me to tears.
and i have seriously been contemplating
something lately..but it wouldnt help.