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Me and Orie broke up Tuesday night.
I cried so hard, for so long.
There are so many things that I'm going to miss.
Like the way he knew exactly what I was thinking.
Or to keep me from being bored, he would put little toys in his car to keep me busy and entertained.
And some of the stupid little fights that we would have.
But the big fights? I won't miss those.
I do miss him tho.
But I can't keep thinking about it, you know?
I kinda, just have to move on.
He's always always always going to stay with me.
He meant so so much to me. The world to me.
But I can't linger on it. I can't stay upset forever.
I just have to suck it up, deal with it the way I pretty much deal with everything.
Act like its not there, like nothing happened.
It's always worked in the past.
I cried so hard, for so long.
There are so many things that I'm going to miss.
Like the way he knew exactly what I was thinking.
Or to keep me from being bored, he would put little toys in his car to keep me busy and entertained.
And some of the stupid little fights that we would have.
But the big fights? I won't miss those.
I do miss him tho.
But I can't keep thinking about it, you know?
I kinda, just have to move on.
He's always always always going to stay with me.
He meant so so much to me. The world to me.
But I can't linger on it. I can't stay upset forever.
I just have to suck it up, deal with it the way I pretty much deal with everything.
Act like its not there, like nothing happened.
It's always worked in the past.