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ummmm..well. i had a weird weekend. Friday i went to the mall with Jason, he picked me up from school and we went to Rico's hosue and hungout there for a little bit and then we went to vans of course...which i didn't mind at first. but then like..it got annoying cuz all he wanted to do was skate which i guess is normal..but i mean whenever he'd come out he'd like say one word to me and then go back in or sometimes he wouldn't even talk to me he'd just go hangout with his other friends..and i got upset. so i went outside. and Jason didn't like what i was doing and i lied about it and he said he was standing right there watching me and i lied anyway...which i wouldn't have done if i wasn't so upset..but i couldn't really think. so after that he got mad at me. so i was really upset cuz he was mad at me so i did something else really stupid which i'm not gunna get into that cuz i know my mom reads my journal..hi mom..but anyways..yeah and then everyone got mad at me..like Dave and Charles and Jason and them. and then i was like well you know what fuck the bullshit. so yeah that was friday. then friday night heather took me to Bob's party. it was awesome. and then saturday we went to heather's house to get changed and me and sara and brittany decided to go to the mall. so we went in vans and got kicked out for some reason...then Jason came out and broke up with me. i was sooooo sad. but i didn't want him to see me cry so i waited till he skated away and then i layed across the sidewalk crying outside of vans. yeah i was soooooooooooo sad. and then i saw Devin and he wanted me to go to the food court with him but i was feeling sick cuz Jason broke up with me and ontop of that i had a h/o from friday night. so Devin pushed me around in a wheelchair all day which i thuoght was really sweet cuz i know half my friends would be like "no get up and fucking walk" if i asked them to push me in a wheelchair. so yeah that was really nice. umm..then sunday i came home to my mom's house and everyone was yelling cuz apparantley Jenn had a friend over who wasn't supposed to stay over so mom locked them out of the house and jenn kicked the window in or something so yeah..and mom took out the computer and the tv and stuff so i wasl ike fuck that and i came here to my gramma's house in manassas which is cooler. =P and monday i went to school it was an ordinary day and then tuesday...same..when i got home i called Jason and he picked up i was sooooo happy and i was like hey and he didn't seem mad at me anymore so that made my day. and Melanie <3 she made me happy today by giving me big hugs today =) love ya Melanie. well that's all for now..nothing else interesting has happened...aww me and melanie had a nice talk and that made me feel sooo much better cuz i needed someone to talk to and tell them how i feel because noone else would listen so that was cool i guess so yeah i'll update again later.
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