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i'm so fucking tired of feeling like i'm a waste of time.
honestly, i know who talks when they just need or want something.
i'm not a fucking retard and yeah i let it go for a while.
but i'm fed up.
either you want to be my friend, or you don't.
either you want to converse with me, or you don't.
i'm not here for whenever youuu want.
it's the whole deal or no deal.
fuckingfuckfucks.
oh, and i grew a spine.
it feels good to not get walked all over,
really it does.
& here's some information for all the people that were like me..
you have to start speaking what's on your mind,
cause NOONE else is going to do it for you.
you can't keep everything bottled up;
you're just in for an explosion.
no more door mats.
fuhhreal.