Jul 06, 2006 22:24
so im leaving for florida in 2 days,
and this couldn't have come at a better time.
while i was on my way to the lake house with laurel and my sister,
i had one of the best talks in my life.
we talked about our lives, the people who are in it and how that effect it, and we talked about god.
and i have never felt so free in my life to know that i can believe in something.
i love laurel's church, i love going, and i love that now in life its not just me leading the way i have someone else right beside me helping me along.
who will all at the same time know where my life is headed but yet still let me choose which way i want to go.
i feel so relaxed.
but. .. now i know that what ever happens was meant to happen, and whether or not i think it was good or bad, it just had to happen.
i leave you with this quote on how i feel about the events of today,
" Your promises they look like lies,Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife,i promise you,that i am finally free."
and florida will be so relaxing, and let me have some time to think.
and it will be amazingly fun all at the same time!
I LOVE THE BEACH!
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